Crazy lil' tidbit: I was this far along in my pregnancy with Ellie when we finally told our parents.
I defiantly wouldn't have been able to hide this pregnancy!
Time is going by too fast.
I was really banking on this pregnancy making time go by nice and slow.
September seems right around the corner.
The sooner this baby gets here the sooner Jordon deploys.
So I'm perfectly fine with time crawling by.
Jordon's company is deploying in late September.
Good news is that since that is when I'm due Jordon will be a late deployer.
He will get at least 10 days with us after Nolah is born. Hopefully.
They haven't given us any details yet and probably wont until.. September.
But I have been trying super hard to not even think about it.
I have defiantly accepted that this is how it has to be and there is no use letting
it ruin the time we do have together.
So the hospital I'm suppose to deliver at defiantly doesn't have a good reputation. I was talking to my midwife at my last appointment just asking her about my options about delivery.
I told her I wanted everything as natural as possible and didn't want to have to stay in the bed or anything like that. She told me that I would be allowed to move around as much as I wanted and that they have jacuzzi tubs in some birth rooms. She told me that I would be left alone as much as I wanted.
So I was feeling pretty good about everything.
I started doing some research about the hospital because ever since we moved here I heard not so good things about it. I found a whole bunch of ratings about the hospital and none of them were good. All of them talked about how terrible the nurses were, especially in labor and delivery.
Our friend told us a story of their friend that went there to get a cyst removed and ended up with staph infection from the hospital and basically cutting all his stinkin skin off his arm to try and get rid of the infection.
Yeah... not really wanting to have my baby there. At all.
I have searched and searched for any birth centers or anything like that near by and can't find anything.
The only hospital I have heard good things about is the Syracuse hospital and that is an hour and a half drive. Gahh! I don't know what to do!
I have tried to convince Jordon into letting me have the baby at home and he can just deliver Nolah but he isn't really feelin that. hahaha
I'm starting to get nervous about giving birth. I'm not scared of the pain or anything I just know that I have way to high of expectations of how I want everything to happen since it will be the last big event before Jordon leaves for a year, so I'm just scared that it will go nothing like I'm hoping.
And going to a crappy hospital that no one has anything good to say about, I'm sure will put a damper on things.
I need some advice people.
I don't know anyone that has given birth here.
Goodness. I'm trying not to worry about it so much but we do have a time limit here!
1 more week till we go to Utah. Hopefully that will help me relax and figure things out better.